Boxing Day

Day after Christmas and my last school day. News said that workers everywhere were clearing those christmas trees overnight. I wondered why they had to be in such a hurry. Or we have to prepare for the coming new year. 2006 should be better right?

From today onwards I don't have anything to do except the only paper left. Suddenly feel the emptiness as I do not have a concrete plan for the coming few weeks, though Plan B discussed with R2D2 is still circulating in my mind. Wake up whenever I like, eat whenever I like, time flies as usual.

From years before I told myself I was waiting for the trigger. Of course somehow it was an excuse of being lazy. What I need is not a trigger but the faith. I think I should start out my way without any delay. I know I need it but I doubt my patience. I should have confidence to believe in myself that it is not an impulse.

Ok. I have to put it into my schoolbag again.

It was blowing a gale outside.



Boxing Day