Bye Bye 2005

I like the description of 殘年急景. Sometimes chinese proverbs is the best description which you cannot be found in other languages.

The new year mass reminded me of this prayer, which I had said for 5 years every day non-stop. At that time I didn't know the true meaning of it, from now, I'm trying to get an insight from it. Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi,

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy;

Grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

On the way home, I was surprised that there were not many people on the roads. Couldn't feel any feeling of waiting for a new year. Suddenly this song flowed into my ears. Why there's such a song in my sonic player? Anyway, I'm going to qoute it here, to mark how I ended 2005.

有沒有有沒有　你只要答有沒有 你儘管開句口　就當好心幫好友
照直說有沒有　我相信我氣量夠 無需怕送贈我　擲向井裡那石頭
圍繞身邊已六百天　你喜歡過我六十秒嗎 還期望知道這段相處裡　被我暗戀得快樂嗎
如果喜歡你是笑話　你都有開心過六十秒嗎 旁人話總會有日感化你　待你這麼好有用嗎
還有用嗎　而你默然　還要問嗎

有沒有有沒有　你只要說句沒有 我自己即刻會走　絕對不騷擾好友
老實說你有沒有　再拖我怕我失救 如承認不愛我會內疚　讓我先對你自首
還去問你　能接受嗎　還要問嗎

I'm going to wait for the moment with my favourite sparkling wine. Happy New Year Alvis. It is not a fullstop, but just a semicolon.

I wish you, a very very happy happy new year.


Bye Bye 2005