2nd year in Aoyama

Still remember the time when I entered this university. Please refer to the passage I wrote same time last year. School was full of new faces, new languages, lots of laughter.

This year everything is utterly quiet. Because I seldom go to school this year, I can hardly recall those names and faces of my schoolmates, we even don't have a chance to say hi and bye. That's my fault, maybe. But something has changed out there.

I no longer enjoy the time when I stay in the lounge and I go there at most once a week only, that's because of my year project. No SMS, no news about school or anybody's life. I'm outdated with everything related to the environment that I should have lived in.

Kind of losing the motive of going there. A place once I enjoyed my time but now even the air I can breathe the boredom. How sad is it. Maybe it's just one of the stepping stone in my life and as soon as I take another step further, it is already behind. It feels no good to look at it by turning back.

I should have missed my school life, as probably it's the last time I go back to school. Staring at the sticker on my e-dictionary, "Back-to-School, a happy day begins, I'm very glad." It writes.




Aoyama