Weekend thoughts

I usually stay away from crowds during weekend, try to meet as few people as I can. Just like giving myself a weekly retreat.

When I go swimming, the memory of my training in the past always hits me. 20 years ago, big bags every M/W/F, took metro to the training pool right after school at 6pm and rrrived at 6:30pm. I was always the latest as I was the only trainee in junior school, all other big brothers and sisters were in junior high or high schools. I was too small for them to talk to and I usually had to eat alone. Pasta with meat sauce, my favourite.

Pulled out all I had in the past time and found out I actually had all I wanted. Also found out that they are all not what I want. Sounds cool as I already had too much to be proud of, having too much that make people jealous (maybe).What really can make me proud of myself?

I have to unlock the box.

The incense bought from Kyoto smells so sweet, but it doesn't smell the same as it was in Kyoto. Things change.