Sunday, February 18, 2007

accidental babies x marie antoinette

It was a cold and rainy day. I was listening to Accidental Babies when I was walking in Azabu.

At last, I went to the movie house by myself, again.

Praise to the online system that I could avoid the embarrassing situation of buying one ticket over the counter. It wasn't the first time I saw a movie alone anyway. Can't remember how many times at the counter people sold me two tickets by default while I was all by myself but no one.

Apollo 13, it was the first movie I saw by myself, with a cup of popcorn.

Marie Antoinette, I get back to such a habit again.

Somehow I was still feeling uneasy when I saw people getting on the Ark of Noah, I mean all creatures were in pair and pair, just like I shouldn't be there to make up an odd number. Just wanted someone put off the light and hid my head in the bucket of popcorn. At least in the dark I could feel like in a group with all others, that was what I thought.

But I forgot Japanese were so dummy in movie house, I couldn't hear if they were breathing. No sound, no laughter, no weeping, you were just all alone, baby. After laughing at a few shots, I felt so...me and myself.

Are those people mute or what...

Well, not everybody can go see a movie alone but I was born with such an ability. After all I was the guy who could do whatever alone. All you need is courage. Single is not a sin.

Wanted to have a dinner around but it wouldn't be a good idea to get onto another Ark of Noah. Not anymore. Out of courage.

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and i know i make you cry i know sometimes you wanna die but do you really feel alive without me? if so be free if not leave him for me before one of us has accidental babies

for we are ...

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BTW, Happy CNY.

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