Saturday, November 11, 2006

Never worse

Have been waiting for 6 weeks and I think it is already long enough to break the Guinness World Records, but when I know I have to endure for at least one month more, I know I may need to give up, but wait, after I make some calls and shout over the phone. Obviously someone does not know who is the boss and benig bossy, you need to speak in a louder voice.

Internet connection becomes a home utility just like gas and water since 90s. I still cannot believe that I am living in place where I need to spend 3 months to have it fixed. (well, hopefully it can be done in 3 months time)

I know I should not have lost my temper on this issue. Once again I went away from my goal of learning how to love people. Sigh...how a disappointing disciple...hate myself.

Maybe it is the golden chance for me to understand how sweet is silence. I always ask for peace in my heart, and here it is.

2 comments:

Sana said...

Enjoy your moments of silence ... you wouldn't be able to get that chance when we arrive a couple of days later ... haha =P

Anonymous said...

And when you finally get what you want, it's never what you thought it was going to be - Aldous Huxley