Lost again

Lost.
Lost and found.
Lost again.

I am cursed. Or that card holder was cursed.

The surprise of having it back didn't last longer than two weeks and I dropped it somewhere again, probably before I started trekking.

I had been ultra careful about my belonging after losing things twice but still I couldn't stop it from jumping off from my pants, coat and this time, from my bag hanging in front of my chest. See how low is the probability to have it lost but still, I lost it.

This time I lost 30,000 yen. But I felt nothing. NO FEELING AT ALL. What to do with it even if I cried?

I've never been such a careless person and it's absolutely unbelievable to lose the same card holder twice in a month.

When I got back it last time I put away this yellow holder which I got from London. But now I have to take it out again.

When I called the credit card company the operator said, "We'd just re-issued you a card two weeks ago...", I said, "yes, I lost it again."